Boundaries

我的以为, 只是我以为

2010-10-22T21:16:00.001+11:00

你曾说不想有天让我知道
你对他有那么好
你说会懂我的失落
不是靠宽容
就能够解脱
我以为
我出现的时候刚好
你和他正说要分开
我以为你
已对他不再期待
不纵容他再给你伤害
我以为我的温柔
能给你真的愉悦
我以为我能全力
填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生

我以为终究
你会慢慢明白
他的心不在你身上
我的关心
你依然无动于衷
我的以为只是我以为

我以为我的温柔
能给你真的愉悦
我以为我能全力
填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生
他让你红了眼眶
你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好
你要留在谁身旁
我以为我够坚强
却一天天地失望
少给我一点希望
希望就不是奢望
却输得那呢绝望

Don't Want an Ending

2010-09-24T03:47:00.002+10:00

Whatsup people?! I wonder who actually still visit my blog. Hmmmm... It's been months since I last updated my blog. Muh bad ;p Anyways, sudden urge feel like blogging. A lil updates on me, life's so far so good. Lots of thing happened in the past months. Not gonna blog much about it tho, lazy :D Heh! Having sem break now, been busy up till now. Some pictures taken from my one day trip to Mornington Peninsular will be uploaded on the next post. Till then, ciao peeps (;

I don't wanna fall out
But we're all out of time
In one day
No way you'll be mine

My heart is running on empty
One more day and then we go
Yeah, the time goes on now
Don't ask me how
I don't know
We'll be home tomorrow
'Bout a thousand miles too far away
Say you won't forget and I'll be okay

At least tonight
It's just you and me and honestly
That's everything I need

justwannashoutoutily (:

Oh, Tonight I'm Feeling Fine

2010-05-27T20:43:00.002+10:00

Hi peeps. Sorry for the lack of updates. Lazy hence I'll just post another song lyric. This song is recommended by Patricia Danu (; How nice of her! See, I'm complimenting you. Be nice to me already :D Currently addicted to it... Go search for 'That Girl - David Choi'

Oh, tonight I'm feeling fine

I'm alone, just wasting time

No Friday movie nights

Or romantic candle lights

I'm just having conversations

With the thoughts in my head

All I hear are angels crying

Oh, won't they just sing instead

It would be wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side

I don't need that girl in my life

I don't want to talk it out

Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind

I don't want to say that she's mine

I don't want to tell her that

I love her more than life

More than life, Yeah

Love her more than life

Yeah, yeah, yeah

Honestly, this won't do

How is she doing?

I tell myself I'm feeling swell

But I know I'm such a fool

I could take it as a new beginning

But you know I don't feel that way

Who will take all this pain away?

I know it's wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side

I don't need that girl in my life

I don't want to talk it out

Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind

I don't want to say that she's mine

I don't want to tell her that

I love her more than life

More than life, Yeah

Love her more than life

Yeah, yeah, yeah

Talk about a sin

Was the day I walked into the other side

I would run back in

I wouldn't waste no time

I know it's wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side

I don't need that girl in my life

I don't want to talk it out

Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind

I don't want to say that she's mine

I don't want to tell her that

I love her more than life

More than life, Yeah

Love her more than life

Yeah, yeah, yeah

坏人

2010-05-22T21:25:00.000+10:00

那一扇車門關出我們的裂痕
一聲就震斷了回頭的路程

愛無法均分以後就留給你們
也許用傷害結束愛才更動人

容忍的人其實並不笨只是寧可對自己殘忍
既然愛不能恆溫祝福就給你下一個人

你是好人也是個壞人
對我坦誠只為了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
這點痛我還能忍

我是好人也是個壞人
分得夠狠你才有藉口轉身
寧願愛一點不剩
也不忍看戀人愛成路人

容忍的人其實並不笨只是寧可對自己殘忍
既然愛不能恆溫祝福就給你下一個人

你是好人也是個壞人
對我坦誠只為了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
這點痛我還能忍

我是好人也是個壞人
分得夠狠你才有藉口轉身
寧願愛一點不剩
也不忍看戀人愛成路人

三個人從不對等總有個人必須犧牲
那永恆就等他帶你完成

你是好人也是個壞人
對我坦誠只為了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
這點痛我還能忍

我是好人也是個壞人
分得夠狠你才有藉口轉身
寧願愛一點不剩
也不忍看戀人愛成路人

寧願愛一點不剩
也不忍看戀人愛成路人

Malaysia is in the Game?!

2010-05-17T00:11:00.004+10:00

14th May which was on friday night, went for russell peters. Awesome. Gotta love that guy. Don't understand why some people haven't heard of him, if you haven't already heard of him. Go YOUTUBE. You're guaranteed a good time laughing your ass off (; The show started at 8pm but before that was DJ Scratch and DJ Spinback playing some awesome songs ;D The venue was at Rod Laver Arena, basically full house except the side seatings which nobody wants it because you won't really get a good view. Russell was just pure awesome. Pity those people who sat at the front row tho. HAHA! Situation 1: "Hey man, where're you from?" "Erm, Euthopia?" "Oh, man! You're so black and why are you so fat compared to others Euthopians? Did you get out of the country just in time before everyone starve?" LOL! Idiot. Situation 2: To a family that was sitting right infront "Family affair... Oh wait, I don't mean those 'affair'. Not like your son's gf gonna fuck the dad' Lol. The crowd went nuts saying 'OH! DAMN!" HAHAHA! Situation 3: To a guy who was with his gf "Hey man, do you remember your first time having sex? Did you cum right away or what?" Camera was zoomed at that guy. HAHA! Kesian. Of all people to be pick, he was the unlucky 1. Lmao XD Anyhow, the show ends at 10pm. Next day, went for Buddha's Day at Federation Square. Prayed and walked around. Won a mystery gift by completing the treasure hunt provided by the BLIA (Buddha something something Association). Well, not exactly a treasure hunt but stamp hunt. Haha. As for today, went to DFO South Wharf. Played Fifa World Cup 2010 at JB HiFi. HOLYMAMA! Malaysia is in the game. People, go buy the game. Be proud. Not only that, the team is the official team of malaysia. Fuckme! Fucking awesome pls. PROUD TO BE MALAYSIAN. LOLOL! Finally, next Monday for Australia vs New Zealand. Bought the ticket that cost me $90aud. Not too bad tho as the seating is right infront and also it is a farewell match for the socceroos before they leave for the world cup.

尋找的是你

2010-05-13T23:03:00.000+10:00

一個人　在傍晚　一直想到天亮
喔~秋雨難找　我的心不難找
我腦海　不停想　不斷想
妳的名　妳的姓　尋找著　喔~

一個人　在夜半　一直走
在人來人往的大街　繞一圈又一圈
為什麼　不認識　不懂你
不斷想吧　增添難過了

就算能遇見妳　都不懂認識你
只好隔著空氣　擔憂以後
想辦法找藉口　希望妳回回頭
但到了最後　得過且過

世界上就算有時間倒退的奇蹟
也不能把我們連在一起
現實中命運注定了我
再傻傻的
盼願望和生命靠近

我只好用我最大的勇氣
把妳的微笑寫在歌詞裡
把這首歌曲流傳出去
再傻傻的
希望你回應

say goodbye and good day.

2010-05-12T23:20:00.001+10:00

ここから先(さき)は自分(じぶん)の足(あし)で
振(ぶ)り返(かえ)らずに歩(ある)いてゆこう
踏(ふ)み出(だ)す度(たび)に道(みち)は开(ひら)けて
ゆくはずだから前(まえ)を向(む)いてさぁ
say goodbye good day goodbye さようなら
全(すべ)てを受(う)け入(い)れて
次(つぎ)へと进(すす)む言叶(ことば) さようなら
say goodbye good day goodbye

君(きみ)もどこかでがんばってゆくだろう
次会(つぎあ)う时(とき)が楽(たの)しみだねと
思(おも)えるように
别々(べつべつ)の道(みち)ゆくけど心(こころ)でつながっている
忘(わす)れないよずっと
say goodbye good day goodbye さようなら
みんなと过(す)ごした日々(ひび)は全(すべ)てが宝物(たからもの)さ
ずっと覚(おぼ)えてる
全(すべ)てを受(う)け入(い)れて次(つぎ)へと进(すす)むために
さようなら
say goodbye good day & goodbye

流(なが)した涙(なみだ)の意味(いみ)なんて
心(こころ)で感(かん)じるものだから
答(こた)えなんてないのその度(たび)に
新(あら)たな自分色(じぶんいろ)の涙(なみだ)
流(なが)すほどに深(ふか)まってゆく
そうして歩(ある)いてゆくんだね

きっと覚(おぼ)えてる君(きみ)のことを
振(ふ)り返(かえ)ればどんなに
小(ちい)さな事(こと)にも全(すべ)て意味(いみ)があった
そして今(いま)また始(はじ)まる
新(あたら)しい世界(せかい)と私自身(わたしじしん)の为(ため)に
say goodbye good day goodbye さようなら
全(すべ)てを受(う)け入(い)れて
次(つぎ)へと进(すす)む言叶(ことば) さようなla la la
出逢(であ)いと别(わか)れを缲(く)り返(かえ)して
私(わたし)は何(なに)を见(み)つけるだろう

like a knife.

2010-05-07T02:41:00.002+10:00

I did a lot, I know you say
I've got to get away.
"The world is not yours for the taking"
Is all you ever say.
I know I'm not the best for you,
But promise that you'll stay.
'Cause if I watch you go,
You'll see me wasting, you'll see me wasting away

'Cause today, you walked out of my life
'Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.

Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain
And no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same.
These streets are filled with memories
Both good for detected pain
And all I wanna do is love you
But I'm the only one to blame.

'Cause today, you walked out of my life
'Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.

But what do I know, if you're leaving
All you did was stop the bleeding.
But these scars will stay forever,
These scars will stay forever
And these words have no meaning
If we cannot find the feeling
That we held on to together
Try your hardest to remember

Stay with me,
Or watch me bleed,
I need you just to breathe.

'Cause today, you walked out of my life
(stay with me, or watch me bleed)
'Cause today, your words felt like a knife
(i need you just to breathe.)
I'm not living this life

karma is a bitch, remember that.

koolkicks.

2010-05-05T23:27:00.002+10:00

Anyone of you thinking of buying shoes?

If so, why don't you take a tour to www.kool-kicks.blogspot.com

You can find all kinds of shoes there.

Just helping my friend to promote.

So yea, feel free to visit (;

It won't take you a minute

and who knows,

you might just find something you like.

Once again, the link is...

www.kool-kicks.blogspot.com

i'm lovin' it

2010-04-27T20:19:00.002+10:00

I'm loving my life!

Woohoo!

Library almost everyday.

Mmm, loveit!

My newest addiction :D

I wanna be a nerd!

Being a nerd seems so stress-free.

LOL!

It's always me and my book in a quiet environment.

Reading, doing assignment (Y)

What else can I ask for?

Perfect combo!

Hahah!

Weather is getting colder now. Feel so sleepy so early during the night. Not a good thing. 9pm and I'm dying for my bed already. Currently listening to korean and japanese songs. Awesome! Got bored of english and chinese songs. Ohya! Watched clash of titans just now through online streaming. OK LAH... 3 stars out of 5 =/

Decision

If only I had made That Decision at That Time.

Till now, I am still regreting on it.

Perhaps it's better to let it be as it is.

take me with you, i will not let you down.

2010-04-17T12:37:00.003+10:00

Got a suprising msn call from lohwaikean few days back.

Lol!

It was a real surprise.

Good to see your sohai face again!

Hahaha.

Anyways...

Watched date night on thrusday night at Chadstone.

It was just hilarous.

I love it!

The black taxi guy made me lmao-ed in the cinema.

Well, not only me but also everyone else.

HAHA!
Owh, not to forget.

Leighton meester (aka Blair in Gossip girl) was in the movie as well.

She's the babysitter for the Fosters.

She is love.

Had pretty interesting week except I was sick for several days, still sick now tho.

-.-

Wed, sore throat

Thurs, flu

Fri, terrible flu and coughing, headache, almost fever

Sat (at this present time), flu and cough

FML!

Hahaha.

Oh guess what peeps.

I'm getting new phone, new psp and also new ds lite!

Hohoho!
Nokia E72, psp3000 and ds lite.

Till then!

CIAO! TAKE CARE! (((:

fml.

2010-04-13T23:28:00.003+10:00

fmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfml

Ave mary a, where did you go?

2010-04-13T23:11:00.002+10:00

Words trap.

What do I do?

I have no idea.

Why?

I just wanna say it all out.

Settle it once and for all.

I don't like things hanging around.

Either end it or try work on it

before

it gets any worse.

FML.

Thanks to the peeps that listen to me (:

Appreciates it.

Anyhow. Enough of that thing. So, today, class restart after one week of break. Library then class. And after that, Boxhill for tofu at 3 kingdoms. Thanks to patricia. Finally, I found a place to have nice tofus (: Yes, ilovetofu. It makes my skin smooth. Lol! That was what I'm told since young. Hehe. Had Agedashi Tofu and Teriyaki Tofu. Mmmm :P Also had a korean main course. Spicy chicken with rice. The chicken is cooked on a sizzling plate. Ahhh. Would definitely go back there again :D Oh and, if you ever find out my blog, sorry that you failed to get me lost. HAHA! You disappointed me. Haih :P

The sky has lost its color, the sun has turned to grey.

2010-04-13T00:30:00.002+10:00

The sky has lost its color
The sun has turned to grey
At least thats how it feels to me
Whenever you're away

I crawl up in a corner
As I watch the minutes pass
Each one brings me closer to
The time you’re coming back
You're coming back

I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time until the next time I see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That I can't take a breath without saying your name
I can't take the distance
I cant brave a hurricane
And still be standing tall
When all the dust has settled down
But I cant take the distance

I still believe my feelings
but sometimes I feel too much
I make believe you're close to me
but it ain't close enough
not nearly close enough

I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time until the next time I see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That I can't take a breath without saying your name

I cant brave a hurricane and
Still be standing tall
When all the dust has settled down

I can't take the distance
I can't take these miles
I can't take the time until the next time I see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That I can't take a breath without saying your name
And I can't take the distance
The distance

addicted to this song (:

special thanks to kimberlyyap.

Footprints.

2010-04-11T10:58:00.002+10:00

I don't know what to blog about. So yea, I'll just let you people know what I did for this year's Easter (:

What I did:

1. Chadstone with cousins, watched Cop Out (3 out of 5 stars)

2. Day trip to Mornington Peninsula. Awesome trip, to know more,

3. Library most of the day

4. Chadstone with Cheryl and her friends, watched Green Zone (3.5 out of 5 stars)

5. City met up with Benson. Had lunch at coconut house. Mmm, nice malaysian food. When entering the shop, you can actually get the real kopitiam smell. Those noodle soup and chicken rice smell. Totally awesome. The price is pretty cheap too (; 7.60aud for a plate of hainanese chicken rice (Y) Later, watched Kick Ass. Stupid and funny movie which caused me 14.50aud (student price) -.- Wtf! Anyway, the movie is the best out compared to the previous 2 that I've watched. 4 out of 5 stars.

6. Cousin's house. Happy hour ;D And wii play time. I seriously suck at mario. God knows why. Haih!

Currently waiting for daddy to come. Countdown, 10moredays. HEHE! Can't wait. Home cook fooddddd, mmmmmm :P

Deciding whether or not to close down the blog.

yes/no?

Not literally but just no more updates.

As in dead.

Change.

2010-04-07T01:47:00.006+10:00

What happened?

I feel so different.

It's like a dead me.

Not talking.

Being very anti-social.

I don't know why.

What's the cause of it?

It's like, I'm abnormal.

Compared to my old self last year,

I'm totally a quiet person.

Why?!

This is getting weird.

Gah!

I don't mean to get you all worried.

I'm really sorry.

I wanna know the reason too

but

I just don't know what is it!

Even myself doesn't like the current me.

Damit!

I don't like me!

Am always having the feeling of being so small.

No one gives a damn even if one dissapear.

Why am I feeling this?!

Always answering with one word.

Either yes or no.

-.-

What the fuck happened?!

Asshole, time for you to change!

START CHANGING TO A BETTER SELF!

YOU PIECE OF CRAP!

LEARN MIXING WITH OTHERS!

START TALKING LIKE YOU USED TO!

CHANGECHANGECHANGE.

Untitled

2010-04-06T21:26:00.002+10:00

I feel so tiny.

Where's the bunny?

2010-04-04T21:08:00.003+10:00

Woohoo!

No more daylight saving!

YES!

Am lovin' the 2hours difference

instead of

THREE :D

Anyways, easter breaks now. 1 week holidays started from 3 days ago meaning friday. Not really much of a holiday as there are assignments to rush and studies to catch up -.- Only gonna start tomorrow :P The breaks so far so good. Erm. Watched cop out on friday night. Just a so-so movie. Didn't really find it That funny. After the movie, time to go back and something happened. Guess what?! Smart me, for forgetting that friday was Good Friday. So instead of looking at the bus schedule of a Good Friday, I looked at the normal friday one. Hence.... Missed out the bus and a few taxis passed by. Didn't stop for it as I haven't realize about my mistake. When I did, too late! -.- Dumbass. Had to call my friend to purposely come fetch me back home. Hahaha! Such a good friend I have (; That's for friday. Yesterday, went on a daytrip to Mornington Peninsula with MSD (Malaysian Society of Deakin). Had a fun time. Like really fun. Laughed the whole day till I got tired. Lol! Being blur as usual. The itinerary informed us that we'll only be leaving by 10am from uni. I got it wrong! I thought was at 9am and went to uni, only to realize that I was wrong. How blur can I be la right? XD I actually thought everyone had left for the trip, leaving me behind ): HAHA! Winery, maze and beach. Winery was so-so. Not really fun as the wine given to us for tasting was SHIT. That's because those staff thought that we're Asians. Fuggers >=l Lunch there was SHIT as well. Wtf! It cost me 30aud which is around rm100 to get a plate of duck salad with egg plant (lil chunk bits of duck, with whole plate of vegies) YUCK! rm100 to eat a plate of grass -.- Gah! Besides, most of the egg plants were burned. Haih, speechless. Nevermind, next to the maze. Had a fun time there getting lost. Hehe! We actually ran around just to get others lost but instead we ourselves got lost. How awesome! HAHAHA! Finally to the beach. Thought to be a nice beach but not up to expectation. But overall, not too bad. Played beach soccer. Nice! The trip was basically awesome. Met alot of fun people not to mention, sohais! :D

I want a new camera!!!

Canon Powershot G11

Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku.

2010-04-01T01:41:00.002+11:00

共你有过最美的邂逅
共你有过一些风雨忧愁
共你醉过痛过的最后
但我发觉想你不能没有
在你每次抱怨的眼眸
像我永远不懂给你温柔
别再诉说我俩早已分手
像你教我伤心依然未够
但你没带走
梦里的所有
让你走
为何让你看不透
但求你未淡忘往日旧情
我愿默然带着泪流
很想一生跟你走
就算天边海角多少改变
一生只有风中追究
不想孤单地逗留
但求你未淡忘往日旧情
我愿默然带着泪流
很想一生跟你走
在我心中的你思海的你
今生不可不能没有

Easter break's soon. Heading to Mornington Peninsula. And probably Great Ocean Road. Let's hope it'll be a smooth week. Sigh! Getting used to uni life. I feel so far away -.-

Boner.

2010-03-26T16:13:00.003+11:00

Yesterday while facebook-ing.

Guess what I saw.

Lol!

This kid is legend.... wait for it.. dary!

HAHA!

I may not be the worst but I'm not the best.

2010-03-22T12:26:00.005+11:00

I've lost the mood to blog.

No ohm.

Sorry people.

Anyways....

Watched shutter island & sorority row during the weekend.

Shutter island is a must watch movie!

Whoever haven't watch it yet, GO WATCH NOW!

It's a perfect 10.

As for sorority row, hmm...

Not too bad I would say.

Probably 3.5/5

The chicks were all quite hot I suppose?

Hahaha!

The movie is practically something like American Pie add on the killing part (;

Tries.

2010-03-13T21:18:00.004+11:00

Countless of tries...

End product: Still fail

Why why why why why why why!!!

Can someone fuckin' tell me?!

FML already -.-

Complicated.

2010-03-13T20:54:00.004+11:00

Stress...

Tired...

Confused...

Feelings.

Why is this happening?

Why is that happening?

What have I done wrong?

Why must everything be so complicated

when

it can just be as simple as it is?

The Return

2010-03-12T11:24:00.003+11:00

Hello peeps! Sorry for being MIA for such a long longgggg time (; Was lazy and got nothing much to update about. Hehe! Anyway, most importantly is that I am back! *claps* Lol! Just a quick update. Uni started already... 1st week gone. I'm doing triple major now which are Management, Human Resource Management and Supply Chain Management. I know i know. You guys think it's boring because of management, well not to me? Cause basically I can't do any maths subject :P Lol! Shhh! Yea, I totally suck in calculations! So in future, do not CON my money k? Hahaha! I have classes 3days a week. I hate wednesday to the max because the class for that day starts from 10am in the morning till 5pm in the evening with only half an hour break. How can I survive that? DAMIT! Not only that, I have all four subject's lectures and tutorial on the day itself. God help me! :D Ok, enough about uni stuff. Yesterday went to chadstone and met up with Cheryl and Symone and her friends... Rachel&Sabrina I think? Let's hope I'm not wrong with the names. Hehe ;p Had dinner at Nando's and chit chat till the shop closed down, well, the shopping centre itself closed down like an hour ago but we were still there talking not knowing the time. Good times. Talk alot of crap and all (; Anyway, the big news is that I bought my new HP mini 210 yesterday too! Haha... Loving it :DDD

My baby, HP Mini 210

ps: my hp mini 210's outter part is silver and inner part is black. it's not all black.

me at 1:40am

2010-03-01T20:30:00.002+11:00

Hello readers,

I am here to blog on behalf of the lazy Owner! I haven't talk to him in a while, So, I don't know what's up with him. Therefore, BuhBye VJ. I am going to end here :D

Sorry for the late post tho, it totally slipped off my mind.

don't miss me too much (:

Nokia 1202

2010-02-09T17:11:00.005+11:00

Say 'Hello' to my new phone!

HAHA!

Cheapest phone ever

Only rm100.

Awesome!

Anyone is free? I'm literally rotting -.-

Full Speed Ahead.

2010-02-08T11:27:00.003+11:00

Hehehe!

I is very the happy!

I believe I can fly!

Wheee!

Why?

Because I've officially completed my diploma!

Just got my last sem results.

Practically happy with most of it except for 1 subject

-.-

Accounts, thought can get at least a D but instead got a Credit.

But hey, most importantly is everything pass ((:

The most satisfying subject is Marketing

Thankgod for not giving up.

At least I got a Credit for it :D

Not to forget, HD for businesslaw.

Hohoho!

Anyhow, full speed ahead to 2nd year of my degree.

HRM, here I come!!!

Chingy Ching

2010-02-06T13:47:00.005+11:00

Happy Belated Kuoleeching aka my mom/sis.

Lol!

Sorry for the late post

I'm busy with futsal and football every single day.

My bad.

Anyhow, yea. You're 20 d.

No more teen. (sadddd)

Hohoho

As for me, I'm still nineTEEN.

Wheee!

That's all la, lazy to blog.

See you soon!

Mishyou (:

If only you're human, you'll be dead.

2010-01-27T23:07:00.002+11:00

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

I
Hate

You!

Gahhhhhhhh!

Fuckyou wei marketing.

Mcb!

I've been studying for weeks but nothing gets in

-.-

I blame you John!

Every class you say 'if you understand the concept, everything is easy then.'

My BUTT!

Never ever explain, just skip skip and effing skip!

Of 28439443724 slides needed to be explain, you only explain 234 slides.

You lazy asshole!

Piece of Shit!

Arghhhhhh!

Stresssssssssssssss!

Happy Australia Day 2010

2010-01-26T20:19:00.003+11:00

Look at the pic!

Found it while google-ing.

Damn cute and nice (;

The 'Google' word is made up of Australian animal.

I think? =/

Anyhow,

today is Australia Day!

Happy Australia Day

Funny how people had changed to the worse, and never better.

Don't you guys just wish sometimes that they never change?

Don't you just miss the certain 'old' someone instead of the 'new' one?

You move like water, you broke like waves

2010-01-24T02:03:00.003+11:00

Random....

My hair is brown-ish under the normal lighting and maroon like under the sun.

Awesome!

Tune in to: Still - Matt Nathanson & Like Only A Woman Can - Brian McFadden

Countdown: 9moredays ((:

Cause everytime I hear your name, the world stops for a moment.

2010-01-18T23:29:00.003+11:00

*Click* the picture to read (;

Found it at my cousin's facebook.

Lmao!

Anyway, wanna thanks cheryl for the

Love Story meet Viva la Vida song <33

THANKYOU woman!

Been wanting this song for who knows how long

-.-

Btw...

One awesome song to intro to you peeps.

Everytime I Hear Your Name - Cascada

(Y) loveit!

Was initially intro by kim :D

Should've watch those eyes.

2010-01-18T11:27:00.003+11:00

Hello people! I'm back! :D If you were wondering who posted the previous 2 post, they're Kuoleeching and Chenchinshieng (; The cousins. Lol! Anyhow, did not update mainly because of kinda lazy plus don't know what to update about. Besides, internet was down for 3days. In between the period, it was like Hell. How can you survive without internet? I would rather die if were to live without internet. So.. Decided to update my blog because of internet is back on (a lil celebration). LOL! And also, someone complain already.

Few updates:

15/1/10 - after Uni. Back home online..... Hours later, OMFG! Internet down -.- Had to go friend's place to curi internet. Haha! Sad case :P

16/1/10 - Library. Love the hot choc from the cafe beside library. Niceeee. Study for few hours, back home dota 1round to release stress :D Then head off to cousin house to curi internet again. Well, not only because of that. The main reason was to play wii! Wheee! (great news : mommy bought wii back in msia too) Hehe! Can't wait to go back and play. Played some sports game and mario. Lmao session during mario. It was so funny, mainly cause I suck? Man, I'm too old for that game, can't estimate the jumping distance. Keep on dying. HAHA! I know I suck :P

17/1/10 - Woke up pretty early cause sleep quite late. (No more late sleep) Breakfast was some vietnamese bread roll. Don't really like it, there's HEAPS of vege in it -.- Later, badminton at Albert Park, MSAC (Melbourne Sport and Aquatic Centre). Back to cousin's house, wii time again. Again LMAO session during mario. Screw that game! Hahaha! After dinner, back home.

18/1/10 - Today. Woke up, 1st thing, called the internet company and deal with the problem. Hence, ta-da! I'm blogging (; Lol! Cold weather, 16degrees during summer? -.- Kaneh! Suddenly 44degrees hot, suddenly 16degrees cold. Have a feeling that during finals, the whole week will be HOT.... K, that's all for now peeps. Off to study, finals next week =/ Ciao (;

Hello

2010-01-14T19:34:00.002+11:00

My First Post in this blog, without the permission from the Owner!

I know He won't be Mad at me, in fact he might be Happy that I keep his blog Alive!

Right VJ? Haha!

BuhBye! Miss You!

The person who love to bully you

Sincerely

2010-01-13T23:41:00.002+11:00

Tan Vei Jae.

Guess who dropped by?

Correct answer get flying kiss from Malaysia, HAHA!

xo.

Marketing... You suck!

2010-01-12T00:40:00.003+11:00

I am officially hating Marketing!

Ahhhhhh!

*slams head on wall*

What the hell man?!

I need to write

AT LEAST

6pages long of answer for

ONE freaking question

in order to do well?!

FML already!

fmlfmlfmlfmlfml!

Why did I not know about this crap before choosing it?

mcbknnccb!!!

So gonna die in finals *pray, please let me pass ): *

3hrs to finish 2 questions or was it 3?

OMG!

I can eat a Cow!

2010-01-10T02:11:00.003+11:00

I am Hungryyyyy!

Why am I always hungry during midnight?

Gah!

I swear I can eat a cow now..

-.-

Maybe mommy is right

that

soon I'll be a pig.

Strawberry.

2010-01-09T02:08:00.002+11:00

Strawberries :D

Who doesn't like it?

It's so big and most importantly RED :P
Looking at it just make me wanna eat it!

Drools... Mmm...

Let's hope the strawberry that couz make

brings me luck (:

A few facts about strawberry:

Was first bred in Brittany, France in 1740
A common plant of the genus Fragaria
Technically an accessory fruit, meaning, that the fleshy part is derived not from the plant's ovaries but from receptacle that holds the ovaries.
Consumed in large quantity, fruit juice, pies, ice-creams and milk shake
Excellent source of vitamin C and flavonoids (vitamin P and citrin)

Sorry for the random post, but currently have nothing much to blog about =/ Between, listen to the song, Running away by midnight hour. It is very nice (: Oh! Will be back soon. Hehe! And also, can't wait for mid year ((:

Lost.

2010-01-05T00:06:00.003+11:00

Whereami?

If my heart was a compass, you'd be North (=

2010-01-03T21:53:00.003+11:00

One word, tireddddd. Slept late last night, and woke up early today for temple visiting and fruits picking. Fruits as in peach, cherry, strawberries, raspberries... Anyhow, nothing much to blog about. Just gotta say this, I'll be back in like a month's time. Can't wait. Wootwoot (; Hehe! :P Below is just a pic of me and my sis at the temple. Till next time. Bye...

I'd like to make myself believe,

That planet earth turns slowly,

It's hard to say that I'd rather stay,

Awake when I'm asleep,

Cause everything is never as it seems

100th on 010110.

2010-01-02T01:21:00.002+11:00

New Year Eve 2009. Last dinner of 2009. Here are some pictures. I'm lazy to blog so yea, picture will do the talking (;

The foods. (cooked by mommy single-handedly)

Stella Artois

The kids (left: Gabrielle ; right: My sis)

Gabrielle (:

The people

Gabrielle with her stuff hair thingy. Lol!

The ladies cleaning the dishes

Chit-chat time

Another New Year.

2010-01-01T02:04:00.002+11:00

Bye to...

Hello to....

Let's hope that 2010 will be a better year (: 2009 sure did passed by like a flash. It seems like just yesterday that I just comfirmed coming to aussie for studies. But, it's already no more 2009 but 2010. Already 1 year studying in overseas. God! I'm feeling so old and shit now. Last year did really like fly by even faster than 2008. I'm feeling sad ): I don't know why but yea. Somehow I do miss the year of 2009. Missin' it! Anyway, new resolutions to be set soon enough :D

It's all forgiven not forgotten.

2009-12-31T10:15:00.002+11:00

So... I just realise that I did not update about my birthday. And now, I'll just update a wee bit. Kinda lazy. I know I know. It's gonna be a new year but heck, I am still lazy. Just bare with me peeps (; As you can see, the picture above. The Awesome shoe is from Lacoste and I bought it as a present for myself. How sad. Buying present for own self -.- Anyhow. Isn't the shoe pwetty?! It is white. I have something for white shoes. Other shoes? Hmm, not so much. It cost 128aud after 20% discount, thanks to Boxing Day Sales. Gotta love that day :P Met jinhan & bhakti that day. Lunch paid by jinhan. Guess what, I ordered a kid's meal fish 'n' chip and I couldn't finish it. LOL! Pretty much sums up my birthday for this year. Not gonna type out every other single detail I did for that day. But yea. It is not too bad, at least it is better than what I expected? :D

1년 後; One Year Later.

2009-12-29T00:00:00.003+11:00

This is a song introduced by kim sometime ago, but only got addicted to it recently. So yea, enjoy people (;

By: Jessica (SNSD) and Onew

한참을 꿈을 꾼 것 같아
한동안 헤매고 헤매다
마치 약속이라도 한 듯
네 계절을 거슬러 그 날처럼 마주 서있는 우리

그 때 우리가 써내려갔던 아름다웠던 이야기
그 때 우리가 기도했었던 영원 하자던 약속들
하나씩 떠올리다 나의 가슴이 견디지 못 할걸 알기에
네 생각에도 꾹 참았어
너의 일 년은 또 어땠었니

한참을 잊은 채 살았지
한동안 괜찮은 듯 했어
하지만 시간이 흐르면 깨달아 가고 있어
너 없이는 나는 안 된다는 걸

그 때 우리가 아주 조금만 어른스러웠더라면
그 때 우리가 미처 몰랐던 지금을 알았더라면
끝이 없는 후회만 되 뇌이다가 이겨낼 자신이 없어서
그 것 마저도 꾹 참았어
그렇게 일 년이 흘러왔어

혹시 너도 내 맘 같을까
다시 한 번만 기회를 주겠니
이젠 알아 절대로 우리는 헤어질 수 없어
사랑하고 또 사랑하는 한사람

우리 좋았던 처음 그 때로 다시 돌아갔으면 해
아름다웠고 행복했었던 사랑이었던 날들로
가슴 아픈 얘기들 헛된 다툼들
이젠 모두 다 묻어 두고
다신 꺼내지 말기로 해
계절이 또 흘러 몇 년이 지나도
오늘 같은 만남 다신 없길

Mewie Quismes

2009-12-25T22:29:00.002+11:00

Mewie Quismes everyone!

What did you guys do? Had fun? Well, I sure did (; The day started out with me thinking that, it's just another xmas day. Nothing special. But guess I'm wrong? :P Cousin picked my family and me up to his house for lunch. Lunch was kinda awesome, there's grilled salmon, salad, sushi and lamb (ewww!). I liked grilled salmon most. Niceeee. And 1st time I actually ate salad. Good start. It's kinda nice, mix of veges and chicken and some sauce topping. So yea, after lunch, played wii, discussed about what car to buy for next year, and PICTIONARY. Damn! Never knew pictionary is that fun. Love that game la. Full of laughter while playing it. HAHAHA! The way people draws is just hilarious :P Initially thought that is just lunch and then back home. But as you can read, stayed for wii and pictionary. One lead to another and so fast it's already like 7pm? 7pm means dinner! Yay! LOL! Had pretty much the same food for lunch except there's grilled chicken so called 'tandoori chicken' as extra dish. After that, back home and here I am blogging about how I spend my xmas. Hope you guys did enjoy yours (:

UK / US for masters? Hmm.. Mommy said US, Daddy said UK.

I like to make myself believe, that planet Earth turns slowly.

2009-12-24T11:59:00.003+11:00

I want to have a White Christmas...

So... It's already Christmas Eve. Sorry for not blogging so often, was seriously very lazy. Well, the main reason was because my friend was here with me and also my family. A few quick update of what happened the previous few days.

19th of Dec - Awesome day, went DFO to shop. Bought shirts, pants and also a pair of shoes. Nice! Discount is EVERYWHERE!!! Wootwoot! (;

20th of Dec - Not so awesome day... On the way to city by tram, got fine by the freaking jobless undercover inspector -.- Seriously, go get a proper job you lifeless people! 170aud gone just like that ): Could have use it to buy the Calvin Klein jumper that I really really wanted. Gah!

21th of Dec - The bad luck followed. Went to city for shopping again. Yeap, I said Shopping again. I was in a shopping spree mood. OMG! 1st time @__@ Anyhow, yea. Found Havainas thongs! FINALLY! Woohoo! Although that's 1 good thing but when I was going back, Bhakti lost my house key. Wtf right? I swear that his new shoe brings bad luck wei! 1st day = fine, 2nd day = lost house key -.- Luckily for me, he paid for the locksmith fees which cost 99aud. Expensive please!

22nd of Dec - Sis bday! Bhakti found back the key in the city where he left it in a shop. Thankgod! Family arrived. Not to forget, my baby 'guitar' arrived! Happyhappy me! Lol!

23rd of Dec - Yesterday, nothing much except that I finally cut my hair! Hahaha! Feel so nice after cutting it. Suprisingly my hairdresser who is a korean can speak Malay.... I was like ' wow!'. That's all for yesterday.

24th of Dec - Which is today. Christmas eve, yay! Going to stay at home the whole day but having dinner tonight with relatives and 1 of my uni friend. I gotta feeling, that tonight's gonna be a good night! (;

Paranormal Activity

2009-12-18T23:27:00.002+11:00

So people... Today is an awesome day. The main reason is because, I attended my business law class and got my mid sem result back. Guess what?! I got a freaking 27/30! How awesome is that? Woohoo! Happy happy happyyyy! :D Ohya, not to forget that my friend, Bhakti arrived today. Anyhow, after the class, went to Chadstone. Initial plan was to watch Avatar, apparently everyone is saying it is nice. Is it so? Hmm. So yea, when we were there, decided to watch Paranormal Activity instead. Avatar can wait till Jinhan come down on monday. Ok, about paranormal activity. I wouldn't say it suck but.... it's ok la for a low budget movie. The movie cost only $15k but the gross profit is $141m. Wtf! The producer earn heaps of moneyyy. Damn! The rating of the movie I give is 3.5/5. I still do not get it why or how did the movie get the 'Scariest Movie of The Year' and also how did my friend not sleep for 2days because of that? Weirddd. There are just a few scary parts in the movie, I think 3 parts. Even so, they're not like realllyyyyy scaryyyy. There you go, that's my review for the movie.

Just so you know.

2009-12-18T04:14:00.003+11:00

This song is just... my feeling.

I shouldn't love you, but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you, but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

It's gettin' hard to
Be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let 'him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

This emptiness is killin' me
Im wondering why I've waited so long
Lookin' back I realize it was always there, just never spoken
I'm waitin' here
Been waitin' here

mmm oohh

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
Whoa
Just so you know
Whoa
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
Just so you know

Every single hour fades.

2009-12-18T01:17:00.004+11:00

1st attempt (picture taken from Great Ocean Road)

2nd attempt (from St.Kilda beach)

3rd attempt (from some park in Melbourne)

Learning to do photo editting. Still suck I suppose. Trying to figure out how to use photoscape intro by wheyjinn. It is so confusing although according to her it is easy to use. Lol! Anyone kind enough to wanna teach me to do awesome photo edittings? (: So today, went to buy xmas presents for mommy, daddy & sister. Sigh! I am like broke now. But, I did have fun searching and choosing the presents. Feel so xmas-ish. Hahaha! On top of that, I wrapped all of the presents myself with different patterns. 1st time wei, hooray for me. I don't usually wrap presents cause I hate it, well, is actually I never wrap presents :P Clean my entire room, it was so messy. Mommy saw it when we skyped and was all like 'OMG! How can you live like that?' Well, when one get lazy, everything's possible (; HEHE! Lmao!

I just wanna get 'that thing' off my mind!

Why must it come back and haunt me?

Suffering much... ):

What if The World Throws Me Off The Edge?

2009-12-16T20:34:00.002+11:00

Wootwoot!

Happy happy holiday to me!

I am DONE with my Mid Sem Exam!

Woohoo! :D:D:D

Can't wait for friday to come and then next monday and lastly next tuesday! I am happy :D Marketing exam today was so-so. God, please let me get at least 7/15. It is so hard so yea, I am not greedy. 7/15 will be good enough since I've got 15/20 for presentation. Hehe. Tomorrow, I will finally cut my thick thick hair. Cannot stand the weather with such thick hair. Almost fainted. It was a high of 40degrees today at Melbourne. I swear that the weather is just so weird, 2days ago, it was still so cold, around 19degrees and see what happened after 2days? OMG la... Hahaha! Anyway, wondering why I can't wait for friday and the days after that? The reason is because, Bhakti from Sdyney is coming down to stay with me and then Jinhan from Adelaide on next monday. How awesome right?! Lucky to have these 2 friends. Instead of me going everywhere, they come and visit me:P *Claps* Oh! Not to forget next tuesday which is the day mommy, daddy and sister coming AGAIN! Lol! Finally I'll then have the chance to eat home cook food and also *jengjengjeng* my Guitar! Wheeee! Can't wait till I play with it. Looking at it through skype makes me go *i want i want* HAHA! Ohya, it will be my sis's bday too on the day itself. How awesome right? Bday gift = Coming to Melb visit her brother who is getting her a Original Nintendo DS game. Don't need to thank me sis, your welcome(: Anyhow, was reading kuoleeching's blog today, according to her, her friends are all attached. Crap! Mine too): Mr.lonely... Sigh! So yea, she'll be waiting for her 'prince' and I'll be waiting for my 'princess' or whatever. Lmao! XD

Thoughts to myself: Should I just listen to what mommy said OR trust my feeling?

Currently addicted to: Happy - Leona Lewis

Transformation.

2009-12-12T19:20:00.003+11:00

Introducing... Mr Lohwaikean (;

Happy belated birthday!

Sorry for the late post, lazy to blog.

Anyhow, forgot how I became friends with him.

But yea,

last year was an awesome year with him.

Without him, I don't know what my college life would be like

My emo partner!

Wootwoot!

HAHA!

No more emo dah him.

He's out of the state of emo, Congratulations sohem.

Hope the best for you and her! :D

Sendiri cari happiness, ditch me alone emo.

Useless friend!

High up above or Down below?

2009-12-10T17:45:00.001+11:00

As I promised in the previous post, I will post up the pictures of Christmas decoration and bbq_dota session. So yea, this post will be of pictures. Ohya! Pictures are not clear because all of it were taken by my moto V9. It's only 2mp without flash somemore. So don't mind me. Hehe :P

Christmas decoration:

Snow in the house?

Stupid daisy duck. Keep on avoiding me. Only able to take her buttbutt -.-

Closed up on the granny's teeth. Blingbling! XD

People and more people...

No entry.

Ooo~! I see santa!

BBQ_Dota session:

BBQ pit. Look at the flares. Niceee!

TheHost. All razer except desktop. One word, Rich. Haha!

Wire is everywhere @__@

Spot my awesome laptop :P

E71

2009-12-07T20:37:00.002+11:00

I AM BORED!

Arghhhh!

Have nothing to do now so decided to blog. Friend's house yesterday for bbq because of his bday. His mum is just so good in cooking. She made jellies, glutinous rice, home made sour cream, home made satay kuah and lots more. All of it were so yummmm:P Mmm! 1 month living in his house, comfirm I gain weight become a 'feizai'. Hahaha! Stayed over at his house, dota session in his room with his friends&relatives. Damn! It was like a mini cyber cafe, 3v3. Will upload pictures next time when I feel like doing it. And you people will know what I meant. Lol! The cables were everywhere. Dota till like 5am, slept, woke up at 10am cause his sis send me home. In between, during 2am halfway of our dota session, we all got hungry so what do we do? Continue bbq of course. HAHA! Awesome, bbq during midnight in such cold weather and lots of stars up on the sky:D Niceeee(: So got home around 11am, was so dead that I don't even feel like moving. Continued my sleep at 12pm after 1hour of cricket session. Woke up at almost 6pm. Hehe! Some fella, Kaixuan, then pm me in msn, saying he wanna dota. Wait dude, my 11pm your 8pm(; Oh! R.I.P to TanHanYin. Sorry to hear about it. =/ Although I do not know you but I know you're kaixuan's friend. So yea, R.I.P mate!

Before I forget...

Hooray people!!!

I made my decision,

it is E71(:

Pictures of the disneyland christmas thingy and the bbq_dota session will be uploaded when I feel like to. Sorry peeps! Lazy):

Let's Run & Hide.

2009-12-06T02:32:00.002+11:00

4/12 - Watched new moon on friday night. The movie is so-so. 3/5? Haha! The only few nice parts of the movie is that, Bella (Kristen Stewart) is hotter now. Damn! Love it when the camera was shooting her running to the Volturi to save Edward. Pfft! LOL!:P The other part that I like about the movie is the werewolves. Awesome stuff! (;

5/12 - Suppose to meet up with uni friend to do accounting assignment at 2.30pm in uni. But, he said he will come and pick me up, hence, SUSHI! :D Hehe. I've been craving for it since the last time I had it which was hours ago. I don't know why I seem to love it so much. Thinking of it makes my stomach go hungry again. Gah! Oh well. The jap restaurant is just 2mins walk from my place. How nice right?! Hehe! Anyhow, I was only picked up on 3 or was it 3.30pm? Hmm... Finished sectionA of the assignment and next up, sectionB @__@ Lol! Came back home with him to transfer my movies to his hdd. Failed cause his hdd died! =/ Mummy called me on skype and told me she bought the guitar already. HEHEHE! Nice guitar, melike! Dinner time, went out with bunch of uni friends. It's so convenient to have a car (lancerrr whereartthou?) Had dinner in a chinese restaurant at Glen Waverley. Quite nice and all the foods ordered are like HOT! All of our tongues became numb! =s After that, back to friends place and dota for a continous of 3hoursplus. My eyes going blinddd. OH! Before that, went to a residential place. Well, it's a house actually that is full of christmas lighting(: Already feeling the atmosphere(; Found mikey mouse, minnie mouse and daisy duck there too. Practically, it's like a disneyland! :D New Disneyland found in Melbourne, Australia! HAHA! Lazy to upload the pictures now, will do it in the next post(;

Nokia5730xpressmusic / E71?

Wanted 5730 at first but now feel like getting E71...

Decision need to be make before 23rd Dec =/

Help! lol.

Talks_The Ugly Truth.

2009-12-03T20:41:00.008+11:00

Questions popping out every minutes. Gah! What brings people together? Do they actually meant what they say? Even if they do, do they actually act it out or it's just a mere talk? Looks can be deceiving. Don't judge a book by it's cover. All these proverbs don't they remind us to not trust anyone easily? Well, even if one do know someone for quite sometimes, people do change and they're just full of crap. Is it so? Is there anyone in this world that is trust able? Is everyone actually having a mask and behind of it, nobody can ever guess what is the person thinking? Besides, why do people talk? Communication? Is the conversation all about the truth or it's just all fake? People lies to each other, why is it so? To make the other person happy or just to hide what they actually meant? Half of most conversations are actually just mere talk. They don't really meant what they say. In other words, they're talking cock! Because of this, people tend to doubt more often hence, even friends starts to doubt each other. ANYHOW, I'm just expressing what's going on in my mind. Please, do not try gaining sympathy or talk as if you're the saddest person in the world. Cause, from now on, people will doubt you. Well, for starters, I'll be the 1st. Your words are so fake? It'll better be for me to not make any assumptions, you yourself know much better. You're just another one of those people who had changed to the worse not the better. Well, before I end this shit, I have one thing to tell you. "I regret for trusting and believing you. I thought you're different form the others. Guess I was wrong?" A lesson for me to learn.

ps: you are the person I'm talking about, but you wouldn't know that I'm talking about you(:

Run With Me.

2009-12-02T02:05:00.011+11:00

1st of December already?! Well, did nothing much for the 1st day of the last month of the year 2009. Mamamia! Ohya, so today, something so random happened to me. My friend, Meiyuen who just can't stop missing me came to me asking about one random question.

Meiyuen: eh Vj! Just realised, if you become a DJ, your name will be DJVJ. Cool~!

Me: Holycrap! You are so random(:

Meiyuen: Don't ask me why. I thought of it when I was tying up my curtains.

[proves that you missed me too much that's why you thought of that. hehe:P]

Me: LOL! You miss me too much. hahaha!

So yea, that's my random friend. Haha! Are you like reading this now meiyuen? ;P Anyhow, nothing much to blog about. Bought a chocolate calender thingy where each day you eat 1 choc from the calender. If you guys know what I mean, if not, pictures below will explain it. Haha! Oh, fyi people, I am not childish. It's just a christmas thing I enjoy(:

Choco Calender! Simpsons wei, how awesome! Hehe.

1st of Dec. Jengjengjeng. What's inside?! =0

Whee! It's a christmas tree choc (:

Gone?! Which rat ate it? lol :P

ps: just run with me through rows of speeding cars (:

When Blaw turns to Mini m&m's.

2009-11-30T21:05:00.003+11:00

Picture of the day:

lovethispic(:

Look people, its a circle made out of

Mini m&m's

Love the colour combination :P

Blue, Pink, Yellow, Green

Hahaha!

This is what happened

when

I get bored of studying

Business Law

in Library.

Hehehe.

Me is pretty jobless.

MichelleKongLeiQuan

2009-11-30T03:36:00.003+11:00

Introducing my couz!

MichelleKong(:

*She's the one holding the phone*

Let me tell you people,

she is like the couz you all will wish to have.

She is one word, Awesome.

Bare in mind ppl, do not mess with her

or not

hehehe *evil laugh* you'll get it nicely:P

See couz, what a good description of you kan?

Hohoho!

Anyhow,

Happy happy birthday.

19th dah!

*psst! I choose this pic cause everyone look awesome, but still me most awesome(;*

Being 'Smart'

2009-11-30T03:21:00.003+11:00

To whom it may concern,

If you so happened came to my blog, I have like gazillions of nice words for you. One of them, Fuck you! You're such an asshole you know that? Are you really that free?! Go masturbate or something if you are. Damn you for being in this world. Gah! You just pissed me off like to the max. Thanks to you now most of my shirts shrink/ some of them being out of shape. Fuck you wei seriously. Hope you die tomorrow. I don't know whether you're a guy or girl. But if you're a guy, you're a son of a bitch, as for if you're girl, you're a fucking bitch!!! Arghhhh! Askdfkgl! Tiu you if you even know what 'tiu' means! -.-

Your sincerely,

VJ Tan.

To my readers, what happened was that I took my shirts to the laundry at my place. It's a communal one. So I went there to get my shirts wash and then to dry them in the dryer. As you all know, after drying your shirts/pants, they'll be quite hot. And then here came the bastard/bitch, who so happened got nothing better to do that he/she took all my shirts out and left it outside in such a cold weather. I'm sure you all know what will happen if a hot shirt suddenly meet with a cold temperature, 16degrees. It'll either shrink or the shape goes retarded. Yea! Thanks to that idiot fella. Even if he does need to use the dryer, there's like other dryers there available. But no~! He must la take my shirts out. Mcb wei really. He/she is a real cbk. Really hope that fella get bang by a fucking huge truck and die on the spot.

True.

2009-11-29T01:17:00.002+11:00

Can't wait till my family comes in December. Why? Becauseeee... I'll then get to eat all those home cooked food again after months. God knows how much I miss those awesome food. Besides, mommy's gonna bring guitar to me. Hehe:P Damn! Time fly faster please. Lol! Once I get it, 1st song to learn 'True - Ryan Cabrera'. Awesome song, loves it(: Heard it 1st time during form4. Hmm. High school. *memories*

Presenting: True (:

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I don't look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you
I'm weak
It's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak
It's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

I know when I go ill be on my way to you
The way that's true

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

Apocalypse.

2009-11-28T00:56:00.003+11:00

Feeling very... empty.

I'm actually looking forward to

211212

How I wish it is actually now.

Listening to 童话.

Can't remember the first time I actually heard of it.

Maybe 3/4 years ago?

Don't know.

-.-

Love the lyrics.

Anyhow,

do people actually feel emo

when

they're sleepy?

Hmm.....

Gahhhhhh!!!

Randomrandomrandom....

Art of Love.

2009-11-24T23:43:00.002+11:00

Got my result for account test. Ok with it but did not get what I expected. 7point7/10 -.- Where art my point3? Anyhow, hot water is back! Thankgod! Finally I can have a less troublesome and nice long shower. Hehe. Gotta love hot water la, without it, I don't know how am I suppose to live... Skype with daddy instead of mommy, good enough as it has been days since I skype with either one of them due to their trip to Vietnam. Yay to not bringing me there:P Hahaha! Marketing test tomorrow. GOD, pleasepleaseplease let me get at least 3/5. Have to at least get that since I failed my last 1. LOUSY! -.-

Event of the day;

{when lecturer taking roll}

Lecturer: The one behind with the cap, are you my student?
Student A: No?
Lecturer: Why did you lied to me just now by saying you're my student?

Student A: [showing attitude]So? Does it make any differences?

Lecturer: Yeh! Of course it does.

Student A: Oh~! What differences does it make?

Lecturer: [thinking OMG, wth] What do you mean what differences does it make?

Student A: I'm asking you what differences. And I'm here to learn so just let me learn.

Lecturer: [raising voice]Nooo~ You can't. If you're not my student, you are not allowed. I even have students from other uni coming to my class. You do not just simply enter someone's class and say you wanna learn.

Student A: Why are you being so unprofessional? I'm here to learn so just let me be.

Lecturer: [goddamn this kid] What do you mean I'm being unprofessional? And why are you showing your attitude?

Student A: Cause you're raising your voice and why can't you just leave me alone?
Lecturer: I apologize for that but you did not have to show me your attitude. Why?! Cause who simply goes into someone's class and then just say he wanna learn and get free lesson? That's it, I wanna see you later. Do you have your ID card with you?

Student A: -.- OK! and no I don't.

Lecturer: Go to the reception now and get your ID card.

Student A: Nope, not gonna do that.

Lecturer: Ok, you know what. You wait. {went out the class and to find the director}

{meanwhile, student A packed up and ran out of the class and god knows where he went}

To this student, what's your problem? You wasted my time and others too. ASDKGLFS! Gah! Don't be unreasonable please when you know you're in the wrong. OMG wei! Trying to argue when you've totally got no reasons to back yourself up is a 'not-so-smart' thing to do mate.

Float like a butterfly, sting like a bee.

2009-11-23T02:02:00.003+11:00

Yay! Finally it's raining. DAMN! :D Such a cold day, 15degree celsius. Melbourne's weather is seriously weird-.- Hahaha. Anyhow, awesome day I had today(: Hungry jacks for lunch and stay there studied for 4hours. Woo~ Productive. Hehe. That's because wanna score full for my next marketing test:P After that, back home, watched Australian Idol Grand Finale. Awesome, Michael Buble, Mika, Ricki Lee and some other star performed. Didn't really care who win though, Stan Walker won anyway. Hmm. Bet more than half his vote were from the girls. Oh, fireworks on top of Opera House during the night is an amazing view. Once it's done, skype with my fellow ausmat friends. Man, it's been a long long time. MichelleKong, Jinhan, Venna & Bhak. (i know the colour combination sucks but who cares. hehe) Hahaha. Gotta love the new feature of the new skype (conference call), everyone was being retard and stupid. Good times. Laugh n' laugh n' laugh non-stop. HAHAHA! Lovelovelove those moment. Finally to sum up my awesomeness day, I watched Initial D the Movie from youtube. Watching that movie, sigh, my car~ ): BYE for now peeps(;

I won't look back...

2009-11-21T01:42:00.002+11:00

Love, love isn't always

Love, the way that we mean

Just like you are right now is all, all that I need

Let's start over, don't be afraid cause I won't keep track

Let's climb to the top

If you won't look down, I won't look back

Love, love isn't always

Love, the kind that you hold

I will be here waiting if you, you can let go

Let's start over, don't be afraid cause I won't keep track

Let's climb to the top

If you won't look down, I won't look back

Let's start over, don't be afraid cause I won't keep track

Let's climb to the top

by: Needtobreathe

It's like learning how to Fly.

2009-11-17T00:46:00.003+11:00

What a day! Damn, I'm pretty good in wasting time even though I have exams tomorrow. More importantly is that the subject is my 'favourite', Accounts! *claps* NOT! -.-

i. woke up, bath

ii. w/o breakfast, continue watching my awesome drama (50 episodes wei~)

iii. dell video chat with kuoleeching

iv. decided the application sucks, what's next? SKYPE.

v. continued my drama marathon, lunch

vi. dinner, continued the awesomeness marathon

vii. bath, studied for who knows... 2hrs? -.-

viii. continued watching drama

ix. skype with mommy (awesome convo but Thanks to blardy asldkkasj Streamyx, dc-ed like 21983272 times)

Surprisingly, it seems that mommy is ok with 'it' already. Hehehe:P Finally, I've been waiting for this day for yearsss. Funny thing, she's like an old lady asking lots of question. *mommy, if you do read this, don't ask too much question next time, it make you sounds like old aunty if you know what I meant* HAHA! Just kidding(; Anyhow, am happy for now but hours later is dooms day. =/ Wish me LUCK for my accounting test! (:

Once again after months :D

2009-11-15T16:27:00.002+11:00

Finally!

Finallyyyyy

I get to experience the feeling

having an a/c in my room

Again after monthssss.

Mamamia!

It feels so the awesomeeee,

hehehe.

Anyhow,

did I gain weight?

I really hope NOT.

Yesterday,

met up with my friend,

he said 'wah vj. you look fat ad wor'

I said 'no la, where got. it's big size not fat'

he said 'same la'

I said 'no'

Hence,

today morning woke up & decided to do the

Daily Horoscope thingy

kat

Facebook.

Results can be seen below:

Love:
Trust in your love and affection, they will never let you down.
Career:
It’s no use wasting your time and energy on something that doesn’t fully satisfy you.
Health:
***You can think about 'going on a diet'.
Wealth:
New investment opportunities are coming.

Wtf is this?!

Some kind of sign that I'm fat or what?

-.-

GAH!!!

2009-11-14T00:05:00.002+11:00

Gahhhhh!

I am so the damn

S.T.R.E.S.S

now...

-.-

Arghhh!

Test,

Reports

Quiz

all next week!

Thinking about it

makes

me going absolutely nuts.

stressss ahhhhh

Pretend -.-

2009-11-11T18:01:00.003+11:00

Finally the presentation is done! Phew! Anyhow, I just wonder why do some people loves to pretend/act as if they are close to one. -.- This really pisses me off. ASKDKFJ! You and also you! Fing you both. CBPs! Knnccb! GAH! Must la spoil my mood. 1 trying to merajuk, 1 acting cute and all. WAHLAN! WTF is wrong with this world nowadays?! Tiu~! I'm not even close to you 2 but yet 1 likes to merajuk so much but calling my name (EW! All my hair standing ok, even my DICK HAIR!) and another 1, pretend to be quiet and cute by looking at me and then look away (Mahai!). Both of you, please go look into the mirror can anot? I know I myself is not good enough but still... Just please keep your dignity man especially you both are a girl. If it happens to be a guy, that guy will be refer as Hamsap lou/Stalker/Weirdo etc. But it happens to be both also girls, what am I to call them? Please don't make me say that, I'm trying my best to not be mean but you both are really testing my patience. I don't know why you both must be so... annoying (best word I can use by not being mean). My patience level have 4 colours (green, yellow, orange and red). Both of you already tested me till it's orange now. Once it reaches RED, do not blame me for being uber uber mean (another word, Bastard).

PLEASE!!!

I BEG YOU BOTH...

-.-

Thinking of this,

I agree with what mommy told me:

丑人多做怪

(ugly people do alot of weird things)

Just have a little patience.

2009-11-10T01:38:00.002+11:00

36 degree celsius during the day time, whilst 31 degree celsius during night time... Hmm, is this what you call spring, mother nature? Gah! It's not even summer but I'm already experiencing it. Let me guess, during summer it'll be 40 degree celcius? -.- PLEASE NO! I don't want to be a bbq pig. Went for bath 4 times today. Break my record. Imbaaaa~! The shirt I wore was so hot as if I wore it straight after ironing. HolySmocke?! The sun is so...burning your skin. How to sleep when there is no air-conditioning but only a table fan??? Stress betul. Anyhow, went for road trip (Great Ocean Road) with relatives, so called aunties, uncles and cousin, but is actually my cousins and niece. @__@ Confusing much. The trip was awesome except the fact that, when I get of the car, it's so freaking hot and there were plentyyy of those small insect/dustmite look-a-like flying around me and stay at my shirt. And OMG! The flies are back! Geez, they're HUGE/GIGANTIC! 0.o Between, mommy told me a good news just now. Well, it's good and bad, good news is that my cousin's wife is pregnant. Congrates to you, ShinNgin aunty:P (if so happen you read this, do not whack me for calling you aunty) Hehe. The bad news is that their new born baby gonna call me 'be cik' (hokkien, in simple means uncle) -.-! Me is old dah. Haih! LOL! Let's hope that your baby will be fat fat, fair skin and cute. *Imma so gonna pinch* HEHEHE >=] Next, wednesday which is actually tomorrow since now is already 2am Aussie time, my presentation. Formal wear... Hate it when it comes to tie a tie. Formal wear under such hot weather is not a good idea too(; Haha! Finally, to the certain someone, although we are friends but we just know each other not too long and are not close at all so don't mind me for saying please don't simply touch k. Menolikey. Don't understand why people love touching. Itchy hands. Terrible! Din't your mom teach you not to simply touch especially when you're a GIRL! -.- HAMSAP! Me will shout 'Fei Lei' next time if you do simply touch me again. Bare in mind!(; Hahaha! Also, me is no joking... Do Not Challenge TanVeiJae Or Not... LAST WARNING!!!

I can't... Just can't...

2009-11-06T03:27:00.002+11:00

I can't let it go!

Arghhh~!

Everything seems to be coming back

at this

very second...

-.-

Midnight, 3.30am, listening to CelineDion's songs in my room. Such a quiet night. So peaceful. So relaxing. Except the fact, that thing is coming back..... GodDamnIt-.- Anyhow, just finished watching 'Knocked Up', there's this scene showing the baby coming out from the vagina, HOLYTUTUTUT, that is soooooo obscene. Me eyes going blindddd~! But after that part, everything was awesome (; The baby is just so damn cute. Swear that I would do anything to just see them smile (: They are like.. don't know what to say. Angels:D Feel like pinching them and holding their small tiny & smooth hands. HAHA! fuck! Why am I talking like that (gayyy), must be because I'm not sleeping @__@ Whatever it is, babies are the best (:

where art thou?

2009-11-04T01:37:00.002+11:00

我好想你

imissyou loads

imiss the time we had breakfast together;

the time you always bring me to buy newspaper every morning;

our bahkutteh session;

the time when I wake up early in the morning I get to accompany you listening to those oldies;

the time when I burn some oldies songs/ oldies ChineseNewYear songs for you;

during your birthday, everyone will sure to go back and celebrate with you.

imissmissmiss those times

and

certainly you too.

where are you???

你在哪里？？？

can I rewind back the time please...

);

I, Tanveijae 陈伟杰 kietkiet, miss you alot 公公!!!

问自己习惯了吗？

没有你每到夜里回声变得好大。

有没有什么好方法让寂寞更听话，

你最近还好吗是不是也在思念里挣扎，

你说会记得我还记得吗？

Choo Choo Train

2009-11-01T02:44:00.002+11:00

'Jugu Jugu'

Is that even a train?

Should'nt it be 'Choo choo'?

LOL!

Swear that business law lecturer

so so so 'clever'!

*quote from him too*

FUNNY!

loves business law class(:

oh, before i forget

HappyHalloween ppl.

i hope

i'm not late=s

Even if you’re gone
You’ll be on my mind
Forever and ever and ever~
Forever girl

I Know You Hate Me.

2009-10-30T22:29:00.002+11:00

Tan Vei Jae, why you blocked my IP address kat your chatbox?

)):

I can't leave comments there, unfair and unawesome!

I don't know you; but I want to =)

2009-10-30T00:30:00.002+11:00

Firstly, a big THANKYOU to couz(: Best betul you couz. Hehe! So, the day started off by going to the housing agent to settle all my lease for the current one now and also for the next year one. All DONE! Pheww! One less thing to worry about when I get back to Aussie next year:D Suppose to head down to the city only tomorrow but decided to head down straight after I finish dealing with the Troublesome housing thingy (so tomorrow I can dota. lol!). Went down to meet Miss Canberra, Hez. Haha! It's been don't know how long since I met her. Smart girl she is, come down melb when her finals is just next week. HAHA!:P DFO for shopping then St.Kilda beach(oops, 1 thing I forgot, to do the name 'Ching' -.-) Met up with long lost friend too, Sarah. She is still so Hyper I suppose? LOL! Hanging around them makes me think of high school all over again. Ahhh~ Good times(:

next week i'll 'try' to do it

wait up!

2weeks is the duration.

(;

I don't know You,

but I want to,

All the more for that,

Words fall through me.

VJlazybum ;D

2009-10-27T23:37:00.003+11:00

Cause VJ is a lazy blogger, his couz kicks in to say hi and help revive the blog. haha!
See couz I treat you damn good k?
Come back from genting, tired and still help you revive blog.
I didn't even update mine yet woi.
Take me out gai gai when you come back
I uber long time tak sit in the Lancer. ;D

The truth is.. Idk what to blog about kat ur blog =/
So in the end I'm using this space to crap.
You guys wait till the small kid get his mojo back aite. ;)

Till then.. peace out.

hugggs,
MkLq ;D

Watchin' The Seasons Fly...

2009-10-26T21:29:00.003+11:00

Sigh! What had happened to me? Seriously got no 'ohm' to blog. The only thing I feel like doing now is just sleeping. And never ever wake up. Argh! Anyway, was scratching my head thinking about next year's thing. Moving is so freaking troublesome. Even though, it'll be a better place compare to the one now, but still, thinking about how do I move the stuffs and all. Tutututututut! Oh before I forget....

Happy Belated Birthday,

YeoMonWei!

May all your wishes come true(;

And now, you're 20?

Gettin' old

but

Don't you dare forget me eh?(:

*psst.. sorry couldn't attend your bday party/dinner but I was there SOMEHOW. hehehe:P

Bloo aka Finger

2009-10-21T20:27:00.004+11:00

Classes started already. Find it quite fun comparing to the 1st and 2nd sem. Marketing class is so interesting(; So fun. Lecturer is full of shits too! A cool lecturer indeed, in fact quite a number of times he used the word bast**d, a**holes and some bad word too. Ilike! LOL! Anyway, I was walking towards the tram station yesterday from uni and I saw a Ferari. If I'm not mistaken, it was driven by a student I suppose. Woo~! Haha. The colour red is just so attractive :D Oh, and today I learned that there is actually a sugar spoon which cost 500aud -.-! IMBA to the max. Apparently it is from the brand 'Tiffany', a brand which someone likes. Hahaha. Finally, I found a new character which is so.... indescribable! His name is Blooregard Q. Kazoo, in short, Bloo(: He is also known as Finger. FINGER???!!! HAHA!

Wants a guitar badly,

christmas present maybe?

Hehe

Send me one during the day, Santa!!!(;

Tryin' not to tell you, But I want to

2009-10-20T02:54:00.005+11:00

Hello people! I'm back!(; Well, the previous two post was done by a wonderful person, KimberlyYap(: Thanks alot. Oh, that's if you guys realize after the end of each post :D Kim, when I go back, I'll buy you 2 nasi lemak k? We go eat, hehehe :P Also, I got complained today by miss kuo thus I'm back to blog! Sorry kuoleeching, totally forgot to blog just now during night, was watching movies. Well, it's better to be late than never right? Haha. Ok, tomorrow my 3rd sem which is also my final sem (woohooo!) is starting. Business law, marketing management and accounting (again) );

Let me update you guys what I did for my 3 longggg weeks of holidays:
a)Work
b)Club every week (eve was ok, prefer se7en) except last week (goodboy kot :P)

c)My old pal, mr cassidy visited me from Sdyney. Such a nice friend right? (as if la, he just wanna club XD)

d)Went to casino just to have dinner for 2 straight nights (did not gamble, goodboy too, hehe)

e)Fun time at the beach with fadz and cass except for the fact Someone lost tickets of 240aud -.-

f)Went for the Australia vs Oman game at Etihad Stadium (awesomeee, saw Kewell and Cahill, my idol)

I need a job as soon as possible!!! Need money to buy christmas tree and lightning to decorate my room. So that at least I have some christmas atmosphere when the day comes.

就是开不了口让她知道
就是那么简单几句我办不到
整颗心悬在半空我只能够远远看著

Whole again.

2009-10-17T21:26:00.003+11:00

Here I am~ blogging again for you. Don't be so lazy and start blogging yourself alright? :P I'm not a blogging machine okay. Haha. Anyway. I don't even know what to blog about and yet you want me to blog for you. :/

But I guess I'll share this favourite video of mine with your readers.

:DDD

-kimberly.

Just turn it off.

2009-10-16T03:30:00.003+11:00

VJ Tan, why are you so lazy to blog? Letting your blog die like that?

Actually I have nothing to blog about also.

Falling for you by Colbie Caillat is a nice song, right VJ? :)

Okay lastly before I go get high on flu medicine,

2PM is ♥!!
:))))

Tuning in to : I'm yours by The Script.
VJ, this song is niceee! :D you'll like it, I think haha!

-kimberly

♪

It ain't easy growin' up in World War III

2009-10-06T18:53:00.003+11:00

In our family portrait
We look pretty happy
We look pretty normal
Let's go back to that

In our family portrait
We look pretty happy
Let's play pretend
Act like it goes naturally

In our family portrait
(Can we work it out?)
We look pretty happy
(Can we be a family?)
We look pretty normal
(I promise I'll be better)
Let's go back to that
(Mommy I'll do anything)

In our family portrait
(Can we work it out?)
We look pretty happy
(Can we be a family?)
Let's play pretend
(I promise I'll be better)
Act like it goes naturally
(Daddy please don't leave)
Oh let's go back oh lets go back to that

Obsessed

2009-10-06T04:40:00.003+11:00

Freaking emo~!

=.=

Whyyy?

I need a hug!!!

emoooooo~

Sorry mommy&daddy

F***!!!!!!!!

Ohh, she's a Diva

2009-10-05T02:19:00.002+11:00

Clubbing at Se7en on Friday night. Smiley theme [mr men&lil miss]. Wore my favourite, Mr.Messy there. Hahaha! Was lining up, some girl got egg-ed. Unlucky. Everyone was like woahhh! Lucky me did not get egg-ed. Was just behind her. Hallelujah!;) Best clubbing night till now:D Met miss Adrina there. The 1st question she asked my friend before meeting me was How Tall is VJ? WHAT IS THIS ADRINA?! Lol. I've grow! Hahaha. Oh oh, thanks Adrina for the sticker:) How awesome of you to steal the sticker for me. Haha! Anyhow. Was dancing on the dancefloor. The club was quite big and it was so coincidence that I met my Ausmat friends, Angeline and Samantha. Best thing was we were just dancing side by side and I did not realize until one of them called me. LOL! Overall, it was a fun fun fun night. It was a good good night;D Next day, I bought my 1st ever original game, Fifa10. So expensive but it was worth it. At least I bought it with my hard earn money rather than my parents money.

Next friday, Se7en or Eve? Hmm.

HAHAHA!

Ohya!

Before I forget,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KIM!;)

She is nothing like a girl you've ever seen before

Nothing you can compare to your neighbourhood hoe

I'm trying to find the words to describe

This girl without being disrespectful

The way that booty movin' I just can't take no more

Have to stop what I'm doing so I can pull her close

I'm trying to find the words to describe this girl

Without being disrespectful

(Damn girl)

心雨;Heart Rain

2009-09-30T00:41:00.003+10:00

Working is fun but tiring. Never under-estimate LCD TV. I've learned my lesson, they look light but damn! Especially when you were to carry and move around 200 plus unit of LCD TV. Well, one reason was because I was still feeling sick, so no strength at all. Hahaha! I love the job, it was a 2 day work. My transportation is included, 1st day breakfast (McD) lunch (some chinese tapao food) and as for dinner (gourmet italian food in a italian restaurant); 2nd day breakfast (some homemade yam cake aka carrot cake) lunch (KFC); finished work. The salary was increased from 120aud to 130aud. How good is that? LOL!:P I wish I can find more jobs like this one. Hehehe.

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Anyhow, I was just wondering. What does LOVE means? Does different generations have different meanings? My friend encounter this and I was told about this and find it really weird. I mean what does kids nowadays think LOVE is? Is LOVE = sexy, hot, pretty, cute, hot, handsome and muscular? Well, through what I see, I do think that. And I swear, these people are damn damn effing shallow. When a guy was trying to be loving and sweet, they as the younger&immature generation say that that guy is being pathetic. I mean, come on! LOOK WHO'S TALKING LA BITCHES! Grow up please?! Oh and for those guys same age as those bitches. Maybe I should refer them as immature. Who goes to a playground and work out with a whole bunch of friends and take pictures of themselves doing it? People, playground is for kids (age range 5 to 10yo). If you guys wanna be so 'fit', go to the gym. And work out means work out, why wanna take picture and post it up in the net and show others? Trying to show off your muscle izit? And my advice is, you win a girl's heart with your heart NOT MUSCLE! Dumbasses! Ohya, and stop being COCK-SUCKING BASTARDS you people. As for the bitches, you might think you're oh-so-good but in reality, you girls are just bunch of BIMBOS;) Whatever it is, just grow up and be more mature. *note: I am not bitching but just expressing my feeling, the same as my friend is having now. And to whom it may concern, think about this hard;)

No, it's not easy; get up and go.

2009-09-27T20:48:00.002+10:00

I hate my life!

OhMyGod!

I'm having 3 weeks of holidays

and

1st, I have nothing to do

2nd, I'm sick now

sore throat, cough and cold

HOLYCOW!

What The Fuck is This?!

I'll keep holding on, I'll keep singing my song

2009-09-25T22:52:00.002+10:00

So, finals is over. Yes it's over. Suppose it's a happy thing, well, it is kinda happy. But I am feeling so bored now. Arghhh!!! I have got nothing to do at all. It's like I'm rotting away. To be honest, at least during exam time, I have something to do such as study. Yes, I miss studying. *Fuck! I can't believe I said that* =.= I guess I'm better off being a nerd huh? HAHAHA! How I wish I was one. Lol! I'm going nuts. Ever wonder what does it feel like being a nerd?:D Anyhow, today I finally went for a haircut after like 3 month plus? The haircut here is so expensive, like 25aud? Damn! I am a cheap ass, yeap I am! Lol! Oh, most important thing was that my fringe was growing all so well, it's the ideal length. And guess what, I told the hairdresser that I just wanted to TRIM. End result I get was, *fuckkkk!* he shorten my fringe! Knncb! I waited for so long for my fringe to grow to that length I wanted and within few seconds, gone dah! =.= Between, I'm having this feeling to pierce my ear. Hmm, but again, it's so expensive. 30aud to pierce my ear? I rather use that money and eat. Hehehe. Oh and yes! I got a job! A day for 120aud, not bad huh the pay? :P My job is to work in a storage factory by just carrying the new tv out of it's box and stick a sticker on to them. How easy is that job and the pay? I am not complaining but Showing Off! LOL! XD

It's been awhile since the two of us talked

About a week since the day you walked

Knowing things would never be the same

With your empty heart and mine full of pain

So explain to me, how it came to this

Last Goodbye

2009-09-24T19:53:00.002+10:00

I turn the page

My story ends

I say goodbye to all my friends

I know it's getting late

Now the light is on my face

I changed the clocks back again

And ask forgiveness for my sins

Cause I don't know where I'll go

Well this is all that I really know

I'll keep holding on

I'll keep singing my song

It gets me through it

I've got the scars to prove it

Well I know the road is long

But I'm staying strong

So don't cry

Cause this is not my last goodbye

I'm finding out the hardest way

You learn before you fall from grace

In shadows we can grow

We are the seeds we sow

Through every single hour fades

From sand to stone and rock to clay

It's bittersweet this symphony

Enjoy the gift that's given to you and me

I'll keep holding on

I'll keep singing my song

It gets me through it

I've got the scars to prove it

Well I know the road is long

But I'm staying strong

So don't cry

Cause this is not my last goodbye

The red rain is pouring down

And now my feet don't touch the ground

I'm lost between the stars and moons

I will see you soon

I turn the page

My story ends

I say goodbye to all my friends

I know it's getting late

Now the light is on my face

I changed the clocks back again

And ask forgiveness for my sins

Cause I don't know where I'll go

Well this is all that I really know

I'll keep holding on

I'll keep singing my song

It gets me through it

I've got the scars to prove it

Well I know the road is long

But I'm staying strong

So don't cry

Cause this is not my last goodbye

Let me play for you

Let this heart ring true

One more time

Just one more time

Let me play for you

Let this heart ring true

One more time

Just one more time

I am totally in love with this song. It's just so perfect. Hahaha. Have to agree with you, kim;)

Doctors are money suckers?

2009-09-23T21:45:00.004+10:00

So, I was feeling seriously sick yesterday starting from the midnight (the night after the 'Unlucky' day). My heart was feeling damn pain. As if something was compressing it, I couldn't breathe! Yea, I thought I was dying or at least having heart attack. And the next morning my body was kinda hot, went to pharmacy, bought ventolin [puffer for ashtma]. It just relieves by a little bit. Later, was still feeling shitty and so went to the clinic [mommy force me to go]. People! Don't fall sick at least not in Australia. Without appointment, I needed to wait about 60mins just to see the doctor. When it was my turn, the doctor check my heart, lung and others, almost everything except doing test like ERG i think? Result was I'm all healthy and she (the doctor) have no idea what was wrong with me. Okay? That consultation session took only 15mins =.= Well, that's for time wasting after I had to wait for an hour. As for the cost, OHMYGOD! The consultation fees cost 90aud. Wtf! It's like robbing during the day. I wonder whether doctors earn alot. Hmm....

Equation of The Day: (Sick + Time) + Doctor = lots of $$$ WASTED

Blue Skies Fade To Grey

2009-09-21T21:59:00.004+10:00

Story of the day start with:

1. Was facebook-ing, doing the luck and horoscope quizes.

2. Results I got for luck is 38% and horoscope [health section: Might injured your arm, don't stress]

3. Wondering why my luck is so low when my 1st day of finals start today and why will I stress my arm when I will have a MCQ exam instead of writing exam.

4. Came back the test, check some questions and all the answers were right. Wondering still why my luck is stated only 38%

5. Dinner time, was hungry, re-heat the curry mommy cooked before she left.

6. After done heating, before taking out from the pot, I wore a RUBBER GLOVE to take it out because it was very very hot.

7. Before taking it out, I seriously have this feeling the bad luck must be later i drop the whole bowl of curry (I swear I had this feeling, no jokes!)

8. Was holding the bowl and was reaching the my dining table soon. The bowl was just a few cm away from the table. *note: my dining table is just beside my bed

9. As I thought, that feeling about dropping the bowl of curry was REAL. FUCK!!!!

10. POM! The bowl drop on the table and all of its curry oil spilled to my bedsheet, my comforter, my beloved frog{keroppi} :'( , and also my wall [almost the ceiling part]... I have no idea how it can spill to such a tall place.

11. Stressed, wanted to shout loudly but cannot, cause if I do, everyone in the building can hear.

12. Bath while washing the Gigantic comforter of mine [apparently its a queen size, CRAP!] and also my bedsheet. (was in the showerscreen for almost 90mins)

13. When brushing those stains with brush. Holymama! The quiz in fb that says I might stress my arm, it is True. =.=

14. My arm almost came off brushing those tiny little stains everywhere. And fyi, when the comforter was wet, my god, it weight heavier than a 25kg luggage, I assume it at least 35kg.

15. Was dying doing all those shit, brushing and squeezing the water out.

16. After doing all that, I was bringing my bedsheet and comforter to the laundry beside my building to dry those things. [to get into my building, you need to have this security key to unlock the door]

17. Finish, doing those things, I was gonna go back into my building, and OH GOD! the lock of the door spoilt! Of all people to 1st experience it and also of all the weather when it's raining heavily outside!

18. MOTHERFUCKER!KNNCB!TIUNIASENG!

19. Called the tenant which apparently stay in the same building about this situation. Came down to meet me and have a discussion.

20. Realize that, He [the tenant] is so soft-spoken, swear to God. Softer than a girl, well at least softer than all the girls I know?

Well, there you go. That sums up my 1st day of finals. What a day huh? I feel like killing myself. Really unlucky! =(

Because you had a bad day

You're taking one down

You sing a sad song just to turn it around

You say you don't know

You tell me don't lie

You work a smile and go for a ride

Tik Tok

2009-09-20T22:32:00.002+10:00

Tik tok tik tok....... CRAP! Finals tomorrow! All the best to me! Hahaha:D

"Dont stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, Imma fight
Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the clock
But the party dont stop
Woah-oh oh oh
Woah-oh oh oh"

This song [Tik Tok - Kesha] is damn nice and catchy.

It's stuck in my head

but

Not what I'm trying to study.

LOL!

Anyway, thanks wj!;)

a world filled with sohaiS

2009-09-16T00:21:00.003+10:00

Ever wonder why your life is so boring

not as colourful as others?

Well,

that's because your life are

lack of dumb as well as funny people

aka SOHAI

loll!

This post is dedicated to my 2 awesome friends,

Kehbin & Munthiif.

Both these guys are a real dumbass

well maybe you can call them S.T.U.P.I.D (no offence guys, its a compliment)

Talking to them are just so funny,

never think before they talk (all go through backside and not brain)

LOL!

These 2 person really help de-stress me from all my hectic finals revision.

Thanks you 2!

Really happy to have you 2 sohais as my friend.

HAHAHA!

"A sohai a day, keeps the stress away."

NERDY NERDY ME

2009-09-14T22:55:00.002+10:00

Yeap! The title says it all. Its the time again to be nerdy. Finals so nearrrrrr like Next Week? @.@ Anyhow, I do think being nerd its kinda fun! lol! Not lying, it's true. It's like you doesn't need to care about other things but just focus on ONE THING, the BOOK. Hahaha. So as I was studying in the libary today from 1pm to 8.30pm, I was listening to my ipod and I don't know why but as it plays those secondhand serenade songs, my memories brought me back to last year when me and kawan2ku was preparing for finals in library. A big group of people like more than 10 of us studying from day till night! All nerds!!! :P And oh, I would like to announce here, ilove management! Screw you people who thinks management is boring!(kidding) Hahaha. Management is AWESOME! Hahaha.

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Next paragraph..... lol!

I had 2 disturbing news and 1 really LOUSY news! The 1st disturbing news is that my mum told me today that my friend was in an accident recently. GOSH! Terrible accident, he was in the car with his friend, and that guy died! The whole car terbalik after hitting 2 lamp post! HOLYSHIT! Anyway, RIP dude. Sorry to hear such incident. :S Next disturbing news is that my uni friend told me today that his friend was in AirAsia recently on the way flying to Taiwan. Before the plane took off, it had some problem so the flight was delayed about an hour. On the way flying to Taiwan, the plane somehow just drop like dont know how many altitude, one of the passenger (an old uncle) was off his sit and hit the ceiling of the plane! WTF right?! Lucky after 4 seconds, everything was ok. PEOPLE! Never take AirAsia again! Well if you want, take it own your own risk! Is it worth risking your life just to save a few hundreds more to take a SAFE airline? Not for me! So here comes the LOUSY news, F***! I might not be going back to Malaysia till mid of next year! F***! I seriously wanna go back but things just happens! Why must uni start so soon?! Tiuuuu! =.= OKAY, I guess I must stop writing now. It's freaking long! @.@ IMBA LONG!

1st Birthday post

2009-09-14T22:46:00.002+10:00

Happy 18th Chenchinshieng!

We're same age now!

HAHAHA!

And

as you can see

this is my 1st birthday post for my blog

it's dedicated to you!

Aren't you proud?

Hahaha!

err. idk what to say anymore.

so yea, Happy Birthday yet again!

LOL!

Worldwide

2009-09-13T00:47:00.003+10:00

Had fun today! Woohoo! Why? Because had small session of mahjong and cho tai di a.k.a Big 2 with 3 people from US and Malaysia. Hahaha. Including me, it'll be Australia, US and Malaysia. How cool. Hehehe. Enjoyed it. It was funnnnn:D Well at least it was a period of time that stop me from thinking about my upcoming finals. Yeap! FINALS! Damn, I just can't describe the feeling how I hate the word of it. Argh! Its like 8 more days and DOOMS DAY will arrive. Sigh. Accounts is the most bitchy subject! That's what I think. I only pray that I pass it and as for other 2 subjects, Business Information System and Management, GOD, please let me get a D for both of them? D as in Distinction not D fail. Lol!

WHY AM I STILL NOT IN THE MOOD

FOR STUDIES?

FINALS SOON!

TANVJ!

START STUDYING!!!

*aiming for scholarship:D

It's like one step forward and two steps back

No matter what I do you're always mad

And I, I can't change your mind

I know it's like trying to turn away one way street

I can't give you what you want

And it's killing me

And I, I'm starting to see

Maybe we're not meant to be

a marathon?

2009-09-10T00:07:00.003+10:00

Hell yeah!

I can't believe I'm on a roll

watching American Pie.

Lol!

DAMN!
It's a freaking good movieS.

I've just finished watching every single american pie.

LOVEIT!

Been wanting to watch it since like,

err, let's see...

Quite a few years back?
hahaha

Anyhow, thanks to Bhakti for giving me all those great/awesome movies.

You rock man!;)
HAHA!

When you believe:)

2009-09-08T22:34:00.002+10:00

Was youtube-ing yesterday. And came across this song, realising that it's been at least 5 years since I last heard it. It is said that when you believe then it will come true. But does it ever come true? Doubt it. Dreams only come true mostly in Fairytales. Oh well... It's either you Believe it or not.

Many nights we've prayed

With no proof anyone could hear

In our hearts a hopeful song

We barely understood

Now we are not afraid

Although we know there's much to fear

We were moving the mountains long

Before we knew we could

There can be miracles when you believe

Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill

Who knows what miracles you can achieve

When you believe

Somehow you will

You will when you believe

And this time of fear

When prayer so often proves in vain

Hope is like the summer birds

To swiftly flown away

Now I'm standing here

My heart so full I can't explain

Seeking faith and speaking words

I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles when you believe

Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill

Who knows what miracles you can achieve

When you believe

Somehow you will

You will when you believe

They don't know this answer when you ask them

And it's easy to give in to your fear

But When you fly as high past your pain

You can see your way through the rain

More of us still receive your advice

Says nothing's there we need

There can be miracles when you believe

Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill

Who knows what miracles you can achieve

When you believe

Somehow you will

Now you will

You will when you believe

Just believe

You will when you believe

Ifonlyyoucouldmakemebelievethat......

Ifonlyiamconvincedenoughtobelieve......

Iwannabelieveit......

believebelievebelievebelievebelieve......

just danceeeee!

2009-09-06T02:15:00.002+10:00

Yes people!

Just danceeeee, blablabla!

Clubbing is awesome;)

iloveit!

Hehehe.

What a night!

Dance dance dance...

Sing sing sing...

Drink drink drink...

Meet chickssss...

Hahahahaha:P

Let's go clubbing more people!:D

bought a zippo today. about 200aud wasted on 2days including clubbing. but it was worth because it is FUN!!!! wooohoooo!

Just dance. Gonna be okay,

Da-doo-doo-doo

Just dance. Spin the record babe,

Da-doo-doo-doo

Just dance. Gonna be okay,

Duh-duh-duh-duh

Dance. Dance. Dance. Ju-just dance

botak...yes/no?

2009-09-03T10:42:00.004+10:00

I need a haircut asap!

My hair is growing like a BUSH!

So thick that when the wind blows,

it looked like shit!

=.=

Should i just make it less thick but let the length of my hair grow?

Should i just cut it bald?

Hehehe.

I feel like letting it go all BALD!

BOTAKKKK!

Yes/No?